went school today for teacher's day celebration:}hahas..although didn't give teacher anyting, but wishing all e teachers a HAPPY TEACHERS DAY:)enjoy your day uh teacher:]hehes.end school at 10.30am:D den pei girlfriend go primary school but cant go in-.-
must wait till 4pm den can!wth-.-
den went denise hus waitted for her to get change & stuff!fxck luh she!nb...
euu tink euu very big uh?must everyone follow euu!dun ans e phone & get off e bus & just walk off!tink wat?!we your dog uh?listern carefully kuh!WE ARE NOT YOUR DOG!WANNA, EUU FOLLOW US!NOT WE FOLLOW EUU!nb!
damn dulan wif her luh...meet up wif alawiyah at simei den walk around while
girlfriend all go tampines:]headed to primary school;]hehes..
saw mr anwar at there:}den saw some ppl oso!dun wish to mention e name-.-
LOlS.

just came back from mart:}hahas..stupid ronson!bully me uh?nv die uh?!
hahas.morning went to popo to pray my gong gong for e 7th month tings:}although popo
is in e hospital, but she still wprry abt e family:Dshe reminded my small
uncle tat today must bai bai when my uncle noe it:)popo doesn't left much time ler:{
lao na ask my uncle to prepare to hou shi & stuff in case popo really leaves us, we
wont be lyke last mins..today my mummy & aunty was lloking for pictures tat is for my popo de:( but popo is really sufering now!:[she is in pain.cos we kepp asking got not to let her leave when she need to leaves us, we keep stopping her to walk through a huo shan sho she is in pain...if she really work through e huo shan already, guess it really time for popo to leave ler:[
popo dotes me & my jie jie alots alots:]hahas

Labels: leaves peacefully bah

just came back from mart:}hahas..fxcking boring:(stay there till night den came home.at there sor seh siol:[ see derrick, sister & alvin play maple see
till sian uh...LOLS
today a boring day after all..
today school, home, mart all e way...hahas
den at night,slowly more ppl came:}but still..SIAN LYKE FXCK!argh.
at there, gone crazy cos really damn boring:[ see they play maple, till i still
dun really noe how to play-.-
hahas..lmao>.<
home around 10 plus plus:Dcab home tgt wif sister..

NEW UPDATE ON POPO}
although popo cant take solid food,but liquid can:}but still in ICU:(
popo i see euu lyke tat i very sad:{hope popo euu can faster get well soon okie?:]
althoug popo look very tired, but popo i belive euu can pull through:D
I LOVE YOU POPO:}<33

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today leave class at 1pm:}cos got to prepare & all to go duman high sec for friendly match:]hehes^^reached there,warm up & stuff, stroke den start:)damn sad luh...we lost to them:(awww...today dustpan no mood:[
dustpan!cheer up alright?:}mopper will be your ear & euu can sae everyting to me:D
dun cry okie okie?:}love yea{;
went mart around 8plus..den slowly fei di came & some ppl & mummy:}hehes
they play L4D:D
today no mood play:(heard tat popo is n ICU):den dunnoe can live how long more:(
popo euu must stay strong alright?i will always rmb euu popo..must live till very long kay?:}will pray for euu popo.get well soon.

Labels: stay strong popo:]

today as usual:]but almost late for sch but nv:)hahas..after sch,went for training..cos tmr gonna have a friendly match wif DUMAN HIGHSECONDARY SCHOOL...
must win uh:}GO SAC BADMINTON GIRLS:]home for dinner den went simei to collect phone.
it damn fast can!:)ytd just send for repair den today get it..hehes^^
headed home to do my coursework-.-
my eyes is sho tired:(staring at e com:[but finally finish:}yea!hahas
going to my bed now:Dgood night ppls:}rest early too..

jst took out my entension today:(aww...cos i put it for quiet a long long time ler:}
sho it times to take it out:{omg!i miss my long long hair luh:[
it fxcking pain when i took it out cos i nv go e salon & take out:[i ask my
sister to help me:]hahas..it lyke all in a mess!all are stuck tgt!wtf-.-
den no choice sho got to go downstair e salon & do-.-
haix...my long hair:{GONE..

currently in sch using com lab 3 e computer:}hahas..e screen quiet big uh:}
doing some stupid research-.-.boring can!hahas
having cca ltr on:D quiet angry wif my team members:(all dun wanna come
& sae wat got tuition if not got project!pls luh ppl,cca come first den ur outside tuition & project...
will blog went i reached home:}hahas
anw,ltr going visit derrick at changi general hospital-.-
he sae wat dunnoe is butt or head got someting den must go for operation!
LOLS..hahas.but tink operate ler:]hahas
derrick get well soon yea:]hahas

Labels: take care uh:}

just came back from my popo hus:}hahas..went there in e afternoon 12plus?yup.
nthing to do de lor:(hahas...mummy went aunty hus majong again:{
today cook egg:]fun yea...lyke to cook:Dwanna to cook for my future husband..
hahas.
picture of me & my cousin:}hehes

ytd after van hus went down mart slack slack:}hahas..pei mummy go coffee shop eat & chit chat:)i tink wat mummy has told me was right..are euu worth for me
to cry?sad?i dun tink sho luh...euu can happily go out dunnoe do out & im just there
alone wif all e hurt!worth it?euu can go around & hong all,im just not gonna be sad
becos of euu!im gonna continue walking e path till i see e end:]

yawn~morning went to temple & pray-.-after ta went 201 & makan uh:}hahas
home after tat den cab down to mart to meet van:D hehes
bus down to rayner hus for cell group.after ta bus to mart & ta bao my lunch & went to van hus:}currently at van hus waitting for tat STUPID sister angie:{fuck luh!
must wait for her to level up den can go!-.-
stupid idiot..pised of by her!-.-
hahas

everyting have change..becos of euu,i change.
even though i sae will forget abt euu,but i just cant do it!im week...
euu came into my life & just leave,make me change.got a boyfriend,
may hurt euu.but a fling?guess not...when euu left me alone,everyting
came to a end.im not e SERENE TYL tat ppl have noe..im becoming
worse..it euu hu let my life change.
it euu hu let me dun treasure myself...it euu hu hurt me when i nid euu..
everyting is euu.euu have becoming part of my life noe?i destroy myself...i dun
care abt myself..becos it EUU!

can i become a better person?if i really forget all abt euu,maybe bah..
will i treasure myself again?i will change becos i cant take it.
do euu tink euu just sae out,i can take it?have euu ever tink of how i
felt?maybe it a retribution to me..when guys treasure me most,i hurt them...
i noe how guys felt when i just hurt them lyke wat euu did to me..
i apologised to e both A's tat i have hurt.SORRY!


to e first A:
i dun wish to sae your name out..im sorry when euu nid me,i leave
euu.& especially is when euu drink on tat day.i will always rmb
e day & i have make euu sad & cry alots...i will rmb euu for life too
& wish euu all e best & find a better girl:)good luck in e tings tat
euu are learning now & get a licence soon too:]jia you...

to e second A:
same to euu..i dun ish to sae your name out:}sorry tat im your first love
& make euu tink tat love is scary.euu are cute but i just dunnoe how treasure euu.
im happy to be wif euu cos euu are a nice guy but it a unfortunate tings
tat i dunnoe how to treasure..actually r/s is not tat scary...
if euu really found your true love,euu will be happy:)
trust me yea..same to euu,find a better girl:]

hope tat e both A's really will find a better girl in future:D
sorry tat i hurt euu both..i will rmb e days tat i spend wif
euu guys;].take care...

Labels: regretted alots of tings and sorry for everyting..

it a waste of time!i dun wanna to lyke euu anymore.
cos euu dun deserve my love..even though euu left but
still,starting still cant take it but now,i no longer gonna tink of euu...
not gonna be sad!i got to be strong..im just a stupid girl where ppl
told me to be careful.regretted for e tings tat i have done!
SERENE TYL promise not to let anyting hurt her again!cos she will be strong
enough!JIA YOU:)

Labels: be strong enough and dun get hurt by anyone anymore:]

today have my science test:[tink gone case uh..nv study siol:(quiet tired..sleep after i
finish my test-.-cant tahan luh...hahas.after tat was P.E>recess>cpa>english>science>maths den home!;]bus down to tmall wif noelle to study at mac:]mel teaching us.hope tmr my
math will pass uh..cos i really put alots of effeort into it:Donly wanna to see e best
result but not e bad:{SERENE TYL,euu must jia you for tmr math paper okay?:]JIA YOU!
hope tat tmr paper,i will noe how to do uh if not can bang wall & faint uh..hahas.

Labels: jia you

ate stemboat ytd at aunty hus:}hehes..11plus den go home cos they playing majong:{
aww...tired luh.tink i have grown fatter:(keep eatting..finish my dinner,eat ice cream den eat again den ice cream again-.-
fat uh!hahas.today got home econ:]yea!..den cook dunnoe wat pie but can eat de lor:}
still very nice..happy.after tat go meet derrick at simei..slack slack awhile.
his brother lame lor-.-how old already?keep going arcade..hahas.me & derrick sor seh at simei:[it a boring day after all...

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omg!im sho tired!:{aww..morning wake up 7plus den prepare & stuff.headed to mart & mit van.
bus to expo for church:)today service was quiet okie okie:]hehes^^
it ends around 11plus plus-12?:]hahas..bus down to tmall tgt wif N399 & E493...went kopitiam to makan uh..share mix rice wif justine but still hungry!but,it okay:D
cos tummy getting more big:[arggh..wwent van hus slack slack till 5pm den went home sweet home..cos going aunty hus eat dinner..yea!e whole family siol:]hahas
going go her hus now..
byes.

sometimes,it really hard to forget euu no matter wat..
for me it not easy but i tink euu have already forgotton
everytings right?hope euu will be happy everyday:}
take cares..

Labels: i miss euu..

afternoon went for cell group:}hahas..den slack slack awhile den go eat wif mel & van at bedok kfc..e queue was damn long!sho sit down at wait-.-
chit chat & stuff:}mel was damn lame can!make my hair stand...lols
talk abt sho many lame jokes!hahas..headed to pasir ris wif van to meet derrick!:)
5days nv see him already uh...miss him:]hahas..finally book out uh.but sorry uh derrick...
intend to pei euu go makan de but nv..:(sorry
zillions of sorry kay?:]promise to pei euu go eat tmr..hahas

ytd went mart to mit van again;]hahas..slacking partner..den went lan for awhile cos sister,jie kai,clement & justin oso there...sho go there awhile den went tmall find girlfriend & co.hahas..headed back to mart again to play L4D;0
long time nv play uh..become noob noob ler:[sad uh.
hahas

today went sch per normal:}hahas..den after sch,went oppsite sch wif sabrina & denise:)den train to tampines..but saw someone look lyke PETER!GOD it look really lyke him but dunnoe wheather isit him anot luh-.-hahas..den headed to tampines mall..went there walk walk wif denise.hahas
boring lor-.-
den denise went bedok inter to meet girlfriend:Dsho i went home...reached home bath & stuff,den sor seh:{waiting for derrick to come out:}two more days left!jia you uh:]
faster come out if not i gonna bored to death ler!LOLS..hahas.
OMG!keep coughing none stop..HOW?!arggh...

euu dun worrie too much kay?:}just go ask it back cos euu lend it to them sho get it back &
dun too shag or stress alright?i cant do anyting,just can sae dun too stress up:]cos euu no longer mine..euu have gone.as long as euu are happy when euu not wif me,im happy:}
just wanna see euu happy but not stress alright?take cares...

Labels: all alone now:(

today went sch per normal:}hahas..den after sch,went oppsite sch wif sabrina & denise:)den train to tampines..but saw someone look lyke PETER!GOD it look really lyke him but dunnoe wheather isit hime anot luh-.-hahas..den heaed to tampines mall..went there walk walk wif denise.hahas
boring lor-.-
den denise went bedok inter to meet girlfriend:Dsho i went home...but reached home bath & stuff,den sor seh:{waiting for derrik to come out:}two more days left!jia you uh:]
faster come out if not i gonna bored to death ler!LOLS..hahas.
OMG!keep coughing none stop..HOW?!arggh...

euu dun worrie too much kay?:}just go ask it back cos euu lend it to them sho get it back &
dun too shag or stress alright?i can do anyting,just can sae dun too stress up:]cos euu no longer mine..euu have gone.as long as euu are happy when euu not wif me,im happy:}
just wanna see euu happy but not stress alright?take cares...

stupid blog..euu are getting old!noe?cant blog my pictures & stuff:(wat wrong?hahas
sorry uh ppl..cant post my pictures due to e blog maybe it quiet old
or something?hahas.will blog my pictures soon!
nthing much in sch...

eh euu!can euu stop all e shit tings?!i dun lyke uh..im serious kay?euu do it again,i wont sae wat.straight away give ur face a slap uh...stop it alright?it not good for health.
if it good,i have already took it!but i didn't cos i noe it not good...
not matter how stress euu are,dun take it..will damage urself noe?

went out wif sister for awhile den home sweet home:}went tampines to eat cafe catel..
cost us $27.05.hahas

wat should a parents do?!dun belive in their children?shout at them?or even whack them?pls
luh...how old already den still wanna hits ur own child!euu tink they still 3years old
kid?!no!they are not!when adult got problem between ur own family,e child will get it?!wat this man?stop following e generation luh!tink wat?!children oso got feeling right?if euu tie them too tight,they will become more rebellious den when euu let go off them,they
will just GONE..sho parents should not tie them too tight & not let go.
wat mother are euu to me?a good mother?who always scold & shout & make everyones hate euu?!
i have become lyke this,euu should be part of it...cos is euu who always shout & scold.i got feeling too...im a human being not a dog.i dun go around & let ppl scold..but do euu tink when euu scold or hit me,ur heart will hurt?if ur heart doesn't hurt,are euu
capable of being my mother?NO!euu are such a unreasonable mother!euu bear to give me a slap,i dare to blog it!i dun wanna to live in this kind of family anymore..if im given a choice to have a mother/not having any mother,i will choose not to have a mother.when sister is sick,e first ting,did euu concern abt her?NO!euu did not..only noe how to scold.
ppl lyke to be in their own hus..but do i?i dun...cos i got such a mother tat i tink home
is only for me to sleep,eat & bath.tat all!i dun feel warm at home...i lyke to hang out cos my fren are not lyke euu..they trust me..but do euu?wat i sae,euu dun belive...sho if i lie,there always reason behind it but euu just dun understand!& i guess tat euu will nv understand.

Labels: :(

do euu noe how much euu mean to me?euu mean alots alots to me!noe?but do i mean alots to euu?i guess not?everyting has ened on e 20 august 2009.it only 2weeks plus & we got to walk our different ways.i do enjoy e daes wif euu:}it sad tat we are not tgt anymore...but i will rmb euu in my heart..for e passed 1week,i dun dare to tink tat we will seperate but till e second weeks,euu have been cold & i oso tink tat we are gone.it easy to take this relationship but it hard tolet it go...for me,e passed 1 week tat i have spend wif euu,im happy & i will not forget it...but for euu,maybe it lyke changing clothes?euu can take this relationship easy & oso can let it go easily?i cant!we didn't meet for 1week plus,& i really miss euu badly but do euu?i dun wish this to happened but no choice rite?how i wish tat euu will be mine again but i dun tink will bah.hope tat euu will find a better girl too..no matter wat,just wanna sae tat i still love euu:]bye & take care darrel khoo..
I LOVE YOU...

Labels: i still love euu..

morning wake up,prepare & stuff to go sch:}!hahas..no nid wear sch uni for today.haha
went out e whole entire day...tired!went noelle hus after sch den go fetch sister(zi hui) at coral sec-.-
went to her hus cos intend to go out but nv:{sho went to bugis meet derrick..hahas
tgt wif fei di,lim yi & derrick brother:Dhahas..leave bugis around 5plus plus?
den went tmall to find sister(angie).just for fun!LOLS
headed to'little india':]hehes..den neet gary & walk walk plus to wait for sister(jasmine) to come:)went 419 to meet derrick dad for dinner;]headed to mart after tat.
reach home at 10pm:Dit a tiring day today;[keep walking till leg tired:(

nthing special happen in sch today:}
went sch
cpa
math
recess
eng
music
homeroom:}
RING RING RING...
SCH END:Dhahas..went grandma hus to pass something to uncle:}cos he just came back to singapore:)
hahas.long tme no see uh?;]miss euu siol..hahas
after tat headed to tampines mall to meet denise,jessie & ji ting:]shop shop awhile den bus home.hahas
sorry uh derrick,promise to fetch euu but forget..sorry uh.hahas

Labels: soory uh

today wear orange to sch:}hahas.cos was told to do sho but not complusary.
headed to tampines wif ah girl after sch!yea...cab down to tampines sport hall for
training?:}hehes
went for lunch after tat:)home at 6plus plus?hahas
eat dinner & stuff;]
are euu really tat busy?im happy to hear wat she told me:Dbut im still sad:[
no matter wat,just hope tat euu wont be gone:)love euu forever;]<33

Labels: i love my boyfrined:D

after sch went for enrichment:Dhahas
den headed home.it boring uh?now a days oso nthing to do de.-.-
sorseh at home only>.<
BORING sial!hahas...

it boring in sch!:{hahas.den teacher at there go see ppl com!lols
hahas..we are really drifting away...did euu realise?
sch getting more boring & boring!yes,nxt mondae no sch:]

today super duper ziper tired!:{wake up at 5.30am den bath & stuff..me sweetie vian & van at mart den cad down to singapore indoor stadium:Dhahas.cos we CHC(CITY HARVEST CHURCH) celebrating their 20th birthday:}yeah!hahas...it alots of ppl went we reach!argh..must stand under e hot sun & queue up till we get in!gosh..hahas
it a long service..from 9am-3pm:]but in e middle,there is break:)hahas
after tat we three cab down back to mart & have our lunch!
we ate mac for lunch & till now,im still not hungry...hahas.but morning didn't eat:[
only have bread.hehes...home after tat but parents want to go visit popo sho i tagg
along:]hahas..but oso cant see her:[it boring lor..hahas


do euu tink we are drifting apart?i can feel tat.it different from e first time we met..we seldom meet & stuff...but i really do miss euu.do euu noe tat?

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